My Blurry Life!
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Last published Sat, May 14, 2016
This story is about a guy that is in love but he doesn't know how it is to date a guy and really what gay is so he is so confused in his own thoughts and he is trying to escape is mind but all he can think of is this boy.?! -This book is made by me Austin I hope y'all enjoy I spend hard work on this and I would love for y'all to fallow and get ready for upcoming books
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