When The Rainbow Went Away
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Lilah spent most of her time silent.
If she never talked..Nobody would have anything to judge her on.
She kept up with trends and the latest ins so nobody would have anything to judge her on.
Lilah just doesn't wanna be judged.
However she still does.
Anna always tried to be perfect.
She starved herself to get the "perfect body".
She threw up her food to get the "perfect body".
Anna just wants to be perfect,
She didn't know she already was.
Follow Lilah's and Anna's journey on acceptance and friendship.
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