My Neck on the Rope
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My friends have all disappeared. My family betrayed me. My lover killed before my eyes. Life as I know it is slowly fading into darkness. My only companion is the gun to my right and the rope to my left. The gun shines in the light. The rope ready for me. Which one will end me? Maybe the rope will work this time. The gun did nothing. (For those who take depression very seriously, please do not hate me. You can stop reading as we speak. And no, I am not depressed.)
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