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How Do I Live?

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The sequel to "It's A Wolf Thing". After Jonas' death, can Caleb pull through living? She lost the most important thing in her life due to an impulse. Not long after Jonas was murdered, Caleb was kicked out of her pack. She knows bad things comes in sets of 3, but she didn't know how bad. The Hell pack's Alpha, Jason, still didn't get what he wanted. He wants Caleb to be dead, not just lonely. DEAD. The only person who knows why is him, but it slowly leaks out to the world why. Caleb's old pack doesn't have an Alpha because Josh is depressed about loosing him dad. Blackbelt only cares about power and Caleb. If Blackbelt becomes Alpha, will he run it like he was taught in his old lifestyle? If Caleb knew the laws right, would she fall in love and imprint on someone new? All she can think about is the murders that happened around her. Was it all her fault, or was it everyone's fate? Will this once be hero fall and become a zero? It will only be determined by how Caleb decideds to live? "Without Jonas, my world has become Hell. All I want to know is: How do I live?"All Rights Reserved

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Unwanted Mates (Black Moon Book One)

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