I used poetry to express my feelings in this piece. I don't know how good this is. I am not very good at poetry. I am not very good at writing period. But this comes from inside so keep that in mind as you read my heart.
A certain person showed me to write my pain into poems instead of just writing crap down. I still do that but some I make into poems. I just keep them hidden in whatever I write them in, but I decided I should put them here. They probably aren't good but I try.