Dead Inside
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Skylar Meadow has a tortured past that keeps following her around. After being hurt emotionally and mentally, Skylar broke. Thoughts of suicide are a constant thing, staying in bed for days, doing drugs to escape reality, Skylar has been slowly destroying herself. Will she make it through the summer? Or will the memories and thoughts over ride her, and slowly devour her until there is nothing left of her?
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A girl tries to escape her abusive parents. After she leaves so many tragic things happen. She lives with her friends. Will she make it?
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