"Do you ever feel like you are not wanted? Here I am again. Feeling like I'm not wanted. Feeling like I'm worthless. And even though I'm alive, feeling dead.."
"Do you see all those stars? Every single star shines there for you. Even if they stop, it will take ages before you see it. If you want them to shine, they will stay with you forever. They 're not going anywhere. You just have to let them stay."
"Scott, what about..what about the falling stars?"
"They fall at the moment when they lose the one they shine for. So don't let them fall."
WARNING: depression, rape, abuse, self harm, suicide, smut, vulgar words etc... If you feel uncomfortable, don't read xx
This is the sequel to wash me over until my well runs dry, which in turn is the sequel to this don't even feel like falling. It's not required that you have read either of those first, though you'll certainly get more out of this story if you do. If you choose not to, just go into this one with the knowledge that Scott and Mitch are already in a relationship, and at one point as teenagers, Mitch had a crush on him.
Title from Beyoncé's 1+1. Again, all usernames are fake and not meant to portray any real people in particular. Well, except maybe one.
fictionalcandie's notes: I don't have a lot of excuses. I don't have any, in fact, I'm going to sit here with my lack of excuses and blame duvalu for this, it's her brainchild anyway. I'm just sorry it took so long to finish. Hopefully it's worth the wait!
duvalu's notes: You guys. This took over a year to write. What. I hope everyone recognises themselves (*raises hand*) in this, hah. Enjoy. Bring your own holy water. Happy Monday.