Not a Monster?
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Last published Wed, May 11, 2016
"It's not your kink that's wrong, it's your unwillingness to accept yourself."
Nothing is worse than low self esteem and confidence, yet Jessica Welsh finds herself suffering from both. After numerous dreams and hours of research, she still can't help but feel like bdsm is wrong and that there must be some mistake. There is no mistake though, she is a clear cut sub and hates herself for it. Thinking she is one of the only ones in the world into the lifestyle, Jessica does her best to hide it, but the camouflage is fading out and a young and confident Dom is taking a liking to her. Can he convince her tortured heart that she is Not a Monster?
The highly relatable tale of an insecure sub. Inspired by my true story, completed by my wildest imagination!
WARNING: This story is explicit and rated R for sexual content galore and possibly language!
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