Living in Ephemerality
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MatureOngoing18m
Last published Thu, May 19, 2016
Time is a funny concept. People can choose their story to take a lot of time or Little at all. As you read this I could be gone for hundreds of years or people may still be weeping. Time is all about perspective. I have a condition that makes everything I say be ephemeral; or at least until him and his smile came along.
Ephemeral; short lived; lasting a very short time; shortened down
Trigger warning: suicide, abuse, mental illness, bullying, smut (yes glorious smut), strong language
Sorry guys for so many trigger warnings but hey, y'all are sensitive bitches!
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