My Secret
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- Votes 5
- Parts 5
MatureOngoing
Last published Wed, Apr 29, 2020
I already have everything.
I could have everything i want.
I could buy everything pretty to my eyes.
But i can't buy freedom.
Everyone of us wants freedom.
All i want is freedom.
I want to have it , so i could enjoy my high school life.
But my parents are so strict as hell.
They don't trust me and it make my heart break in to pieces..
Until one day.
Something came to my life, and im very thankful because of it, but should i be?
For my parents/family its a bad news.
But for me? I don't know.
All thats running on my mind is , this will be the start to have the freedom that i am longing for years..
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DISTANT (Love Series 2)
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The Broken Angel (Completed)
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ᴊᴀɴɴᴀ ʟᴇᴇ ᴘᴀʀᴋ ɪs ᴛʜᴇ ᴅᴀᴜɢʜᴛᴇʀ ᴏғ ᴛʜᴇᴍ ᴜɴɪᴠᴇʀsɪᴛʏ's ᴏᴡɴᴇʀ . ᴛᴀʜɪᴍɪᴋ ᴀɴɢ ʙᴜʜᴀʏ ɴɪʏᴀ ᴋᴀsᴀᴍᴀ ᴀɴɢ ᴍɢᴀ ᴋᴀɪʙɪɢᴀɴ ɴɪʏᴀ ᴀᴛ ɴᴀɢ ɪɪsᴀɴɢ ʟᴀʟᴀᴋɪɴɢ ᴘɪɴᴀɢ ᴀᴀʟᴀʏᴀɴ ɴɪʏᴀ ɴɢ ᴋᴀɴʏᴀɴɢ ᴘᴀɢ-ɪʙɪɢ. 'ʏᴏɴɢ ᴛɪᴘᴏɴɢ ᴡᴀʟᴀ ɴᴀɴɢ ᴍᴀᴋᴀᴘᴀɢ-ʜɪʜɪᴡᴀʟᴀʏ ᴘᴀ sᴀ ᴋᴀɴɪʟᴀɴɢ ᴅᴀʟᴀᴡᴀ ɴɢᴜɴɪᴛ ᴅᴜᴍᴀᴛɪɴɢ ᴀɴɢ ᴀʀᴀᴡ ɴᴀ ʜɪɴᴅɪ ɴɪʏᴀ ɪɴᴀᴀsᴀʜᴀɴ . ɴᴀᴘɪʟɪᴛᴀɴ sɪʏᴀɴɢ ᴍᴀᴋɪᴘᴀɢ ʜɪᴡᴀʟᴀʏ sᴀ ʙᴏʏғʀɪᴇɴᴅ ɴɪᴛᴏ ᴅᴀʜɪʟ ɴᴀᴛᴀᴛᴀᴋᴏᴛ sɪʏᴀ ɴᴀ ʙᴀᴋᴀ ᴀɴᴏ ᴀɴɢ ɢᴀᴡɪɴ ᴋᴀɴʏᴀɴɢ ᴀᴍᴀ ɴɪʏᴀ ʀɪᴛᴏ . ɴᴀᴘᴀɢ ᴜsᴀᴘᴀɴ ɴɢ ᴅᴀᴅ ɴɪʏᴀ ᴀᴛ ᴀᴍᴀ ɴɢ ʟᴀʟᴀᴋɪɴɢ ɪᴋᴀᴋᴀsᴀʟ sᴀ ᴋᴀɴʏᴀ ᴘᴀɢᴅᴀᴛɪɴɢ ɴɢ ᴋᴀɴʏᴀɴɢ ɪᴋᴀ-ʟᴀʙɪɴɢ ᴡᴀʟᴏɴɢ ᴛᴀᴏɴɢ ɢᴜʟᴀɴɢ ɴᴀ ᴋᴀᴀʀᴀᴡᴀɴ. ɴɢᴜɴɪᴛ ᴛᴀɴᴅᴀʜᴀ ɴᴀ ɴɢᴀ ʙᴀ ᴀɴɢ ɢᴜᴍᴀɢᴀᴡᴀ ɴɢ ᴘᴀʀᴀᴀɴ ᴜᴘᴀɴɢ ᴍᴀɢᴋᴀᴋɪʟᴀʟᴀ sɪʏᴀ sᴀ ʜɪɴᴅɪ ɪɴᴀᴀsᴀʜᴀɴɢ ᴘᴀɢᴋᴀᴋᴀᴛᴀᴏɴ ? ᴄʜᴀsᴇ ᴢᴇɴ ᴛᴀʏʟᴏʀ ɪs ᴀɴɴᴏʏɪɴɢ ᴍᴀɴ . ɴᴀ ᴘɪɴsᴀɴ ɴɢ ᴋᴀɪʙɪɢᴀɴ ɴɪ ᴊᴀɴɴᴀ ɴᴀ sɪ sᴀɴᴅʀᴇɪ . ʙᴀɢᴀᴍᴀ'ᴛ ᴀʟᴀᴍ ɴᴀ ɴɪʏᴀɴɢ ɪᴋᴀᴋᴀsᴀʟ sɪʏᴀ sᴀ ʜɪɴᴅɪ ɴɪʏᴀ ᴋɪʟᴀʟᴀɴɢ ʙᴀʙᴀᴇ ʜɪɴɪᴡᴀʟᴀʏᴀɴ ɴᴀ ɴɪʏᴀ ᴀɴɢ ᴋᴀʏᴀɴɢ ᴋᴀsɪɴᴛᴀʜᴀɴ . sɪʏᴀ 'ʏᴏɴɢ ᴛɪᴘᴏ ᴛᴀᴏ ɴᴀ ʜɪɴᴅɪ ᴍᴏ ᴀᴋ
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