From Pain To Love a.k.a Stay Strong(Mindless Behavior Love Story)

I called my personal doctor / counselor and told him I was about to do it. "Dawn don't do it...please "He begged but I hung up on him. I turned off my shower pipe after it filled my tub, I got my knife, sat in my tub and started to cut away on my flesh. Before i was done, I sliced the words “Pain and Hurt” on my hands. Then I put down my knife and just sat there watching my blood ooze down the side of the tub into the water and form tiny whirlpools. I started to play with my little whirlpools as i slowly started to lose consciousness from all the blood loss, then everything went black. I was out cold. Would you like to know how this all started and why I did this? I’m sure you would so let me explain.