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Why I Am How I Am...

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I originally wasnt going to publish this...just write...but....i dont know...i guess i just felt people needed to know u cant trust everyone....because they can do some pretty horrable stuff....this is about....rape....that once i loved the person...now im scared....All Rights Reserved

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I always considered myself a good person, helping others is my ultimate goal even my job shows you that. It was how I was raised by my adoptive father. I am truly loved, don't get me wrong I don't have a massive family but who needs one when you have a loving father and a best friend that's always there for you. I always thought my life was normal, I mean yes some weird things have happened in my life but that's normal well I thought it was until I started having these dreams. The dreams where one extremely attractive man is trying to seduce me which brings the truth on what really going on to light. My whole life changes all of a sudden I am in danger, I find out I been lied to for my entire life and this one guy keeps invading my dreams trying to find me. What the hell am I going to do?

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Yours Forcefully by romanticcrazyone

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The Devils Bride

I always considered myself a good person, helping others is my ultimate goal even my job shows you that. It was how I was raised by my adoptive father. I am truly loved, don't get me wrong I don't have a massive family but who needs one when you have a loving father and a best friend that's always there for you. I always thought my life was normal, I mean yes some weird things have happened in my life but that's normal well I thought it was until I started having these dreams. The dreams where one extremely attractive man is trying to seduce me which brings the truth on what really going on to light. My whole life changes all of a sudden I am in danger, I find out I been lied to for my entire life and this one guy keeps invading my dreams trying to find me. What the hell am I going to do?