Polaroid Hearts

"Come on skinny love, just last the year. Evelyn Rose Johnson, what happened here?" I hold her close to my chest as the tears fall slowly down her cheeks. Her eyes are red but I've never seen anyone more beautiful. She's my best friend and she can never know. I still remember the pictures we took when we were younger. First day of freshman year and her smile was so bright back then. Now it's junior year and my poor skinny love hasn't eaten a thing in months. Maybe, she won't last the year.

"Jason Anthony Kennish, I still want to drown whenever you leave," I tell him in an ever soft voice. Every time he leaves my side I want to run after him, protect him from the words that fill his ears each and every time she goes home. His mom yells at him to be better, to just get out, his OCD is eating him alive. And sometimes he does leave, comes to my house, comes to shelter. Sometimes I worry he'll never come back to my house. That he'll get too over whelmed. Maybe, I won't be able to make it better.

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Occasional trigger warnings, there will be warnings in chapters.