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I Am Not Loved

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Reads 4,469
Votes 210
Parts 26
Time 2h 56m

Mature

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Eleanor Lee- "The Freak". Constantly tormented at school and at home. She cuts herself to try to get rid of the pain she faces everyday. Eleanor is barely holding on to reality when she is forced to partner with the most popular guy in school. Will he take notice? 

Adrian Thomas- The popular rich kid. He's used to getting anything and everything he wants. The mysterious bad boy who lives on the outskirts of town has every girls attention. Known for his out of control and wild parties. When he's paired with "The Freak", his emotions will be put to the test.

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"Whatever, freak. It's not just me, everyone notices it. Everyone notices what a freak you are." 

I flinched away from his words for the second time today. "How do you even have friends? You're such a douche."

He smirked at me. "I'm actually really likable." 

"I don't see how." I mumbled under my breath.

"Because you're such a likable person?" Adrian shot back at me.All Rights Reserved

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