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Suicidal Mate

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From day one I was taught no one could love me. How could they? I was that girl they tossed to the side. I wanted to die so bad. If only that damn girl never saved me.

If you read this before September of 2014, parts of this book were changed and I recommend rereading it.All Rights Reserved

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The Story of a Loney Female by stranger10202000

"Not another mate." I cried to myself as I did the most looked down upon thing for my kind. I brushed myself under my alphas neck... protecting him. This is how the mates female would act."Hold Luna back." I order the few friends I had.. and they did. they didn't understand at first. but it soon clicked.

"Was it worth The cost?" by Ava0anonymous

"We are all meant to die just once, but apparently, that is nothing short of a lie. A fake reality that we are taught in adolescence. When I learned that truth, I lost everything. ፈᏗᏁᏗᏒᎩ When you calmed my mind, you changed me and took the last thing from me that I had. Now I am alone in this world a victim of its unending cruelty. All of you will learn that. When you do you will wish that you treated me better while you had the chance, " This is not a romance novel. Do not think this is a romance novel. The sequel is thought. Not all mobile devices will be able to show all the text accurately as I use fonts as a conveyer of mental health. Warning Every warning you can think of. There will be gore rape torture and what is worse. Also, I make stories by writing the story plot and everything and rewriting it to fit in the small details. the chapters here are not the final ones but the story itself has been finished.

Fallen by kaitlynmariebrown

I knew there was always something special about me. I knew I was different from all the other girls. I could feel things before they actually happened, hear things nobody else could. I wasn't normal, there was just something there. In no way though, had I expected to be told that not, was I only half human, but 50% angel, and not an angel of heaven. A fallen angel, damned, yet given a second chance to make things right, to be rescued before taking the wrong turn in my life that shamed me from my existence in heaven. Only problem, someone wants me to stay damned, to never become the angel I was meant to be. They'll stop at nothing to kill me, plus I have no clue what exactly I'm fighting against and on top of it all I am nothing without my locket. My locket is my true source of power, it's what kept me alive that terrible night.

Vampires Versus Wolves by ADeathToRemember

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New Moon Rising Bwwm (under revision) by Pocketfullofposies

Growing up in Dark Moon was a struggle for me not because i was only half werewolf but because i was also half witch. Everyone hated me, stayed away from me, or pitied me. It was something i didn't need. So when i got out i was happy. I promised myself i would never go back. I wouldn't let anyone else make me feel like i was less than trash anymore. My freedom didn't last as long as i hoped though.

REJECTED WITH THE ALPHAS BABY by LauraCorrea798

Being the daughter of the moon goddess and an angel is stuff but being in danger all the time is stuffer, when my house is attacked both my parents and the elder are forced to place me in the watchfull eye and protection of the strongest pack there is in the United States. While both of my parents return to their places in heaven I am left in the care of my nana, her mate and her son. They become my parents and brother as when I am placed in the Blackfire Wolf Pack the concil man tell the Luna and Alpha of the pack that they had to say that I am a human girl that was adopted by my nanny and her mate since my parents had died in a car accident when I was four years old and since my nanny and her mate were friends with my parents they adopted me so I would be with people who I knew and not some complete strangers, although they knew my real identity they had to promise to keep it a secret from everyone including their son who is the future alpha of the pack. My name is Selena White Wolf and this is my story of how I became rejected and pregnant with the alphas pup, follow me and I will tell you how this all started and how it ends this roller coaster story.

The Life Of Angel Grace by AngelicRider

Having grown up as a normal girl until I saw my friend die into a wolf, I realized our world wasn't so small and I had to be careful. It wasn't until I became apart of that world how dangerous it was. Now that my alpha had called in a protection detail over me of a man I had dreamt of for years, I knew it was only getting worse. I felt it in my bones. The man, James, didn't know what he was getting into when he only smelled human blood under my skin as his vampire self. I wish I could tell him the truth.

What's wrong with me? by countryreb020

I was the unwanted. I was the broken. I was the girl no one wanted to be friends with. I was the one who kept to myself scared of rejection. I was the quietly smart one no one came close to. I was the mate he didn't dare want. She grew up in the pack without friends or support. Her extended family was there for her at a distance. None of the other wolves liked her at all. She was beaten, bruised and nearly killed on a weekly basis. Scars mar her skin. She's not beautiful anymore. They don't understand what it's like to be her. Never will they. Not even her mate.

Car Crash by lelatfaith13

I was a weird kid. I was the type that would always read and get good grades. I was considered a disgrace to talk to. But one day, I decided to change that. I have no parents. They died in a car crash or so I thought. And apparently I'm a werewolf. This book from chapters 1-10 was made by @wakowalden and she decided to stop the book. This book is really good. So I am rewriting her 10 chapters (not word for word) then I'm going to go on and add more. I hope you all enjoy. Now you get to see what happens next. And Wakowalden if you are reading this I hoe you're proud of my work and you are an amazing writer! Now without further a do. Let's get reading!!! :)

HENRIETTA: PRAELUDIUM [TO BE EDITED] by wysiwygarchives

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Finding Purpose (+18) ✔️ by ZaynismRules

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The Alpha King and the Slave by Cuddly_Food

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The Dominant Demon (Finished) by AlternativeTruths

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She -in editing- by hannaheh12

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Human Status by DanickaCastro

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The Story of a Loney Female

"Not another mate." I cried to myself as I did the most looked down upon thing for my kind. I brushed myself under my alphas neck... protecting him. This is how the mates female would act."Hold Luna back." I order the few friends I had.. and they did. they didn't understand at first. but it soon clicked.