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My Life/Rants

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Depression isn't something to take lightly. Neither is anorexia, self harming, ect. In general. I want you to know that your not alone. Don't ever think that, it makes it worse.  I have all of these. 

We all have a story about depression. Mine started (Or at least when I can remember I KNEW I had depression) was at age 7. I suffer from insomnia, anxiety, depression, self harm, and a bunch of others. Also real life teenage girl problems.

But your worth it, okay? I love you. You have someone. Someone loves you. It's me. Your cute, btw. I like your shirt c:

♡《I hate myself bc I have no idea what catagory to put this in ;-;》♡All Rights Reserved

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The Hiding ( VALGRACE ) by Emowillkillyou_Raf

Leo Valdez was a normal 23 year old student majoring in Engineering when his landlord decided he needed to pay up the rent for the year and boy, he's broke. Just a few days after he put up an advertisement for a roommate Jason Grace appeared. 24 year old Jason Grace's family was filthy rich. But he wanted to earn for himself and he saw this cute guy and was like ''Hey why not?'' and he certainly didn't regret moving in after tasting the food. They don't get along at first, but after the sudden apocalypse they are forced to bond What if that bond is something deeper and stronger than they ever imagined? Zombie Apocalypse AU All these characters belong to Rick Riordan, except a few like Tyler and Natalie. Only the plot belongs to me Story contains : -Mature language -Blood -Smut, a lot of smut so people under 13 shouldn't read this, unless you want to be traumatised for life -I suck at Angst but I'll do my best -Don't like don't read I'm constantly editing the chapters, so expect changes every now and then until the book is officially finished Constructive criticism is allowed but no hate comments, Pls, don't like it, just don't read it. I hope you guys enjoy!

Son of Fire by Pearl-Heart

When I was born, the hospital my mother was in caught fire. She didn't make it due to severe burns, so I was put in a foster home. I suffer from dyslexia and ADHD, but also a curse. Wherever I go, fire follows. My first foster house burned down and three people died, the second one burned and this time, no one died. By the fifth foster home, I was a danger to others and I wasn't allowed in a house with other children. It was as if the world had cursed me to always destroy others, to kill, and to take. I never wanted to go to a new home, I tried to stay away, tried to seclude myself, but a boy with chocolate brown eyes and a leather jacket decided he wouldn't let me.

Leedle (Percico) by blackbeltbek

1.9.2011 - 3:27 A.M. My mind is killing me with simply over thinking. I need sleep. 1.10.2011 - 9:03 A.M. Have you ever wanted to cry? But yet no tears came out? To scream but you couldn't even say a word? To stay together as your heart broke into pieces? 1.10.2011 - 12:37 P.M. The worst part is that they believe I'm okay. 1.11.2011 - 4:10 A.M. Somebody asked if I missed who I was before this. And I said yes. But I lied. How am I supposed to know if I don't remember happiness? 1.13.2011 - [blood splattered] I am so sorry that I had to [smudge from tears and ink] myself. I didn't think anyone else [blood] 1.13.2011 - 3:17 P.M. Just because I'm alive doesn't mean I'm alive. 1.14.2011 - 4:50 A.M. I can't. I can't. I can't. I can't. I [blood] 't. I can't. I can't. I can't. I can't. I can't. I can't. 1.15.2011 - 3:18 A.M. Pain Pain Go away Slit my wrists Watch me fade Pain pain End this game Slit my throat End this today 1.17.2011 - 4:01 P.M. Do you ever feel like breaking d

Devil May Cry ✔ by petra_the_first

She was the angel and I was the devil. I knew better than to fall for a good girl like her but something about her lured me hard. Maybe because she was hard to get or the only one who was better than me in my own game. I would be the one breaking hearts but I guess tables turn. Her love was torture for me but a torture I enjoyed. She had wings no one can see but I saw. I had all the bad habits and did all kinds of mistakes and everybody witness excpet she uncovered a side of me I learned to keep hiding. When I thought that love was empty she showed me that is was special. She was my angel and I was her devil. Her love taught me that everyone gets hurt and everyone feels pain. Even people with careless attitudes cry somedays. Her love gave me what life took. Her love hurt me more than life ever could. Because of her I now know that even the Devil May Cry

Shadows Fall to Flames. {{valdangelo}} by TheJBomb

His mind once again tormenting him with memories of his deceased sister, Nico falls back into old destructive habits. Maybe that outgoing fireball of energy, Leo Valdez, isn't so bad after all. This is a valdangelo finfic, keep in mind I love caleo and solangelo but let's shake it up. Slight TW descriptions of depression and self harm. This is a serious topic, if you have trouble with self harm please seek help and support I don't own these characters! My pal Rick does tho. Yeah, we're friends no big deal Finished July 2021

Cold Water by adaline_meadows

[BWWM] I was only twelve years old when the world turned cold. The day my mom died in that car accident, I felt like someone had dumped a bucket of ice water over my heart. My dad, who had always been my hero, suddenly became a stranger, filled with rage and blame. He couldn't see that I was hurting, too; he only saw me as a reminder of his loss. The accusations cut deep. He said it was my fault for being there, for not doing something to save her. For being the reason she was in the car in the first place. In the years that followed, things only got worse. The abuse started gradually-a harsh word here, a shove there-but it escalated, leaving scars that I carried long after the physical pain faded. I was drowning in my own despair, struggling to keep my head above water while my father's anger raged like a storm around me. I only had a break from his anger when I started living with Aunt Dina-my mom's older sister. Well, that was because she found me nearly dead on my bed after I took a dozen pills. I was tired of living. I had hit rock bottom. The harsh whispers that followed me around and the stares at school. I pretended not to notice, like it didn't bother me. But it did. I was alone. Then came Athalia, a ray of sunshine cutting through my darkness. With her, I felt something I hadn't felt in years-happiness. She became my light through the darkness and my lifeline. ••••••••••• ● Warnings ⚠️ ~ Mention of suicide ~ Anxiety attacks ~ Rape attempt ~ Mention of self-harm ~ Depression

Beside you 5sos (boyxboy) (Malum, Lashton) by JaderTader637

Michael is suicidal Calum is closeted Ashton has anxiety Luke is anorexic Calum is a jock who has always been popular but has a secret he's hiding from everyone. When he meets Michael he falls in love he decides to keep it a secret in fear of losing his popularity. He is able to suppress his affections for a while but suddenly he finds himself wanting more with Michael then secrete kisses. Micheal once was happy and free, never shedding a tear, but when his mother died in a horrible car accident two years ago he became depressed, suicidal, and started cutting. He is better now with the help of his best friend Ashton but he still has the bad habit of cutting. When he meets Calum his whole life turns upside down. He both wants to shred his hole body and never cut again at the same time. This boy confuses him like no other but when he wants to keep it a secret he has no choice but to obey. Ashton has had anxiety attacks since the time he was seven when his dad started beating him. Around three years ago someone found out and Ashton was taken away. His best friend Michael and his family took him in. He is now going to college and is hoping to make a new start but his anxiety starts to get the best of him as the stress of college thickens. Maybe his new friend Luke can help him more then Ashton knows. Luke was bullied all his life for being fat. He would come home from school crying into his mother's arms. He became so depressed that he stopped eating all together. One day he looked in the mirror and realized that he was losing weight. He stopped getting bullied but still continued not to eat unable to shake the disease. He soon became hospitalized and started to eat again but after he got rejected by multiple collages his self esteem went down and he stopped eating. After meeting and falling in love a guy named Ashton he quickly realizes that he is more than what those people say. Warning: Strong language Smutt Violence Suicidal content

Not me. (2023) by MineOnlyFriend2

so, I've been struggling for a long time now, and I never told anyone about it. I've never opened up. but I met someone who understands how I feel, and I'm beginning to feel again. I don't know how to do it, but I finally feel I can fight. I've been so exhausted. I'm not better, I'm not sure if i ever will be, but I'm not numb, not entirely. I can't say how I'm feeling, or what i am going to write, but if you want it, it's here. This is for you. For everyone who was made to be the villain by those meant to be by their sides. For everyone with a sensitive heart made to grow strong much too quickly. For everyone who struggles to get out of bed in the morning. For everyone who never could find the words to say why. For everyone who struggles to feel and for everyone who feels too much. For everyone who had to pick themselves back up. For everyone who had to parent themselves. For everyone fighting an invisible battle. For everyone who has been underestimated. For everyone who has to flee to other worlds to cope. For everyone who found other means to silence their voices. For everyone who was silenced. For everyone who was over powered. For everyone who was made to be less. For everyone who had to watch someone else suffer and stay silent. For everyone asking themselves, why? Why would you do this? What did I do? Why is this happening to me? It was never your fault.

In Love With Blindfolds On by cjacks1124

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Broken mind (Under heavy editing!) by wonderland_smile

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Leedle (Percico) cover

Devil May Cry ✔ cover

Shadows Fall to Flames. {{valdangelo}} cover

Cold Water cover

Beside you 5sos (boyxboy) (Malum, Lashton) cover

Not me. (2023) cover

In Love With Blindfolds On cover

Broken mind (Under heavy editing!) cover

The Hiding ( VALGRACE )

Leo Valdez was a normal 23 year old student majoring in Engineering when his landlord decided he needed to pay up the rent for the year and boy, he's broke. Just a few days after he put up an advertisement for a roommate Jason Grace appeared. 24 year old Jason Grace's family was filthy rich. But he wanted to earn for himself and he saw this cute guy and was like ''Hey why not?'' and he certainly didn't regret moving in after tasting the food. They don't get along at first, but after the sudden apocalypse they are forced to bond What if that bond is something deeper and stronger than they ever imagined? Zombie Apocalypse AU All these characters belong to Rick Riordan, except a few like Tyler and Natalie. Only the plot belongs to me Story contains : -Mature language -Blood -Smut, a lot of smut so people under 13 shouldn't read this, unless you want to be traumatised for life -I suck at Angst but I'll do my best -Don't like don't read I'm constantly editing the chapters, so expect changes every now and then until the book is officially finished Constructive criticism is allowed but no hate comments, Pls, don't like it, just don't read it. I hope you guys enjoy!