11:11pm "I wish my my life was easier. I wish I was happy. I wish my dad wasn't so mean. I wish my mom was still alive.-" 11:12pm "-I wish Philip Michael Lester loved me back." [Dans life was horrid. But he tried not to let it show at school. Read about dans journey about him overcoming his life problems and falling in love with a straight boy named Phil Lester.] WARNING: Triggering Self harm Smut Boyxboy Side pairings (kickthestickz, phinzie, etc) !!!!!!!THIS IS A PHAN BOOK SO IF DAN AND PHIL dATE SOMEONE ELSE IT IS NOT PERMANENT!!!!!!!!!