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Struggle// Kim Namjoon

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Reads 40,869
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Parts 23
Time 3h 25m

ItsJustMeEfsevi

bangtan bts depression dreams fanfiction friendship hoseok jimin jin jungkook kpop love namjoon rapmonster romamce seokjin suicidal taehyung yoongin

God, is this really over? Is this really the end?

I have lived a life that I am grateful for. I could not ask for more. It was saturated of suprisings, love. Laughter but tears, happiness but sadness. I realized it late but my life was more than perfect. I realize this now that I can feel the end appoarches.

Is this really going to be the end of me?

I was dreaming about this moment. oh God! I was really waiting the moment when death would knock my door and inticate his hand for me to reach it and join him.

But now I am regreting those thoughts as my whole life is flashing before my eyes.

I cannot help myself but wonder again. Is this the end?
  
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  Warning:
   It contains a lot of self-harm and depression. 
  And unedited so forgive my grammar and vocab mistakes.

Started: June 2016
Finished:--
  
  
  Credits for the cover: @wourdsinusAll Rights Reserved

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