Why I Am Alive!?

Hi,my name is Sarah,I am 18 years old and I am the second of five.
My mom doesn't work and my dad work in I-tech.
Everyone who see me don't understand why I am not happy.
Always people say that I have family,house but this is not suffisant,I may have family and a house but I am not happy because I want affection.
I am writing this story because all the teenager think they are alone to have this problem but this is not the case.
Before I begin I want to recommand you to forget prejudice,to take a blank page and if you see yourself in the part of the story write it because this will say that you are not alone to have this probleme.
Also I am French so this is not easy for me to write.
If you want me to continue tell me,thanks again...