Dean is upset. He's frustrated and angry, there's smoke billowing up around him, and... Cas looks strange. This explains what Cas' big secret is, and delves into past abuse. The story about Cas trying to find out who he likes in funny ways, but with a sad story tied in. Oh and they totally kiss. Possible trigger warning for abuse. ------- This story is part three of a series called "Leading Into Life". I highly suggest reading "Normality" and "Shatter" before this. It'll probably make way more sense.