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Angel_Made_Of_Scars

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Reads 221
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Parts 2
Time 1h 52m

Angel_Made_Of_Scars

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Dean is upset. He's frustrated and angry, there's smoke billowing up around him, and... Cas looks strange.

This explains what Cas' big secret is, and delves into past abuse. The story about Cas trying to find out who he likes in funny ways, but with a sad story tied in. Oh and they totally kiss.

Possible trigger warning for abuse.
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This story is part three of a series called "Leading Into Life".
I highly suggest reading "Normality" and "Shatter" before this. It'll probably make way more sense.All Rights Reserved

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Schizo||Destiel||#Wattys2017|| by foblvr

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Shatter

Dean gets a call about Bobby being in an accident, and breaking his leg. He's cleared from the hospital, but can't drive, and doesn't know anyone who can pick him up except his old friend Rufus, who's in another state, and Ellen, his wife, who's off with her daughter on a girls trip. And Dean of course. The problem? He has to leave Cas at the apartment, and the hospital is a five hour drive away. But Cas can be without him for a day right? -------- This story is part one of a series called "Leading Into Life". I highly suggest reading "Normality" before this. It'll probably make way more sense.