"Dead. Thats all I can feel," the young girl started as she began to write in her journal. "The pain is unbearable, I hate it, my conscience, whom convinces me that I'm nothing more than a worthless soul in a lump of skin and bones. Sometimes I believe it as I begin to doubt myself. Whether I'm meant to be, or not to be here, in this world, this time of the earth"s realm. When I'm in my mind I begin to dream, I begin to dream of a better time of day and century of life where the world never gets dark and all is good and well, then I awake and realize it is only a useless, unrealistic dream that may never happen."
As Dallas and Drayton navigate life in the spotlight, Spencer is navigating intense feelings for Nathan - her best friend's brother.
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Dallas and Drayton are planning their wedding, talking babies and learning how to navigate life in LA now that Drayton is a hotshot football player in the big leagues. Meanwhile, Spencer and Nathan are back at home in Colorado, coming to terms with their feelings for one another and learning how to co-parent with Grayson, the father of Spencer's daughter. Will the realities of adult life strengthen them - or will their relationships break?
[Sequel to The QB Bad Boy and Me]
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