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Wishing for those Moments, Over Again

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I pulled my long sleeve down, and hastily wiped away any remaining tears from my eyes. "You're so pathetic." My quavering voice whispered to myself. I took a deep breath inhaling the smell of the rain which was fresh on the pavement, hoping to clear my mind. I have always liked the rain, how it helped me sleep on certain nights. How the rain, kept me away from the thoughts that threatened my own life. "Alice!" I whipped my head to the direction of the pleasant, and familiar male voice. It was Louis.

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Wish I Was Home by sweetbabylove1991

"I can't keep doing this," he said as he stopped and glanced back at me. "You can't keep running either," I said loudly. That made him turn and face me fully. "Me? I'm the one always running? What about you? You've ran how many times in the past? You've let everyone else control our relationship. Everyone but me!" "You told me to leave you alone," I yelled. "You said you didn't want any of this anymore. You left the fucking country! You went and never even considered what that would do to me!" "I lied too Louis! You hurt me and I wanted to hurt you back!" he yelled. "Maybe a friendship is out of the question. Our relationship is beyond repair. All we do is lie to each other." He turned to walk out again and he opened the door. I rushed to him and reached for his arm. "Harry don't go please." I had never stopped him from leaving before. This time my heart wouldn't let me let him go. "You said you cared and you missed me too." I spoke in a low voice and used his own words against him. A low thing to do but I needed him to understand how much I was hurting. Note: this is a story of pure fiction. If Harry and Louis are not be together in real life then, we as a fandom, have created a beautiful and tragic love story! I hope you enjoy my work. I put my heart in it. If you're not a Larry shipper don't read this. If you are then I hope you enjoy!!!

Just can't let her go {Punk Louis Tomlinson fanfic} by weisdirectioners

"Why do you keep pretending you're afraid of me?" He hissed, obvious anger in his eyes. "Because Louis; if I'm not afraid of you I'll end up loving you!" I shouted. "And that means I'll get hurt...because that's just the way you are!" I said, hoping he would correct me. "You're right." He said simply after a long pause. "You're right." She was new; he was jaded. She was oblivious; he knew all too well. She was innocent; he was everything but. And anyone who looked at the two would know just how wrong they were together. Yet there was no denying the obvious fire that seemed to heat every time they were near each other. This isn't the typical "boy loves girl- they fall in love" etc. etc. This is about heart wrenching confessions, breath taking encounters, love shattering secrets,and two people who so desperately want to know just what love is.

Lines Between Love and Hate by CDMorgan

Harry and Louis looked like they were meant to be from the moment they met at the X Factor, but unfortunately young boys don't always get to live like they want to. The management wants to have a chat with them and after that everything changes. Louis seems fine, but Harry's world has come crashing down around his feet and he has no idea how to make it better. So he helps the falling apart a long and takes up at bad habit that will maybe cost him his live. Will Louis ever like him again and will the fans hate on him ever stop? Basically a sad Larry Stylinson story involving self harm, fluff and hints of an eating disorder.

Breathe Me by eternalxrry

Omega Louis thinks he's worthless, after being told thousands of times a day, he finally starts to believe the bullies. But no one is there to protect him, until Harry and his pack move to Louis' hometown. Will Harry protect Louis? Or is it all too good to be true. Trigger warning, this fic contains mentions of self harm, suicidal thoughts, eating disorders and bullying. Very triggering photo on chapter 3 (the only one). If easily triggered please do not read! I am not by any means promoting or glorifying self harm or suicide, if you have suicidal thoughts then support/help is available through your local helpline. This work is pure fiction. I do not own any of the boys or one direction. All rights reserved. Hateful comments will be deleted.

Into Your Arms by Izii4life

"I'm sorry." I managed to croak. I reached out to touch his hand but he retracted it quickly and harshly. "What the fuck are you thinking? You love me, Penny." He yelled, looking at me sternly as I felt them again. Tears prickled at my eyes, I felt it again. All the pain was rushing back and it was because I realized in that moment that I was hurting the one I loved most. Harry. I loved Harry. But what was I supposed to do? Tell him now, when he was so mad at me. He leaned down to me and kissed me, but I couldn't react. I didn't, I didn't move, I didn't reach up to wrap my arms around him and my lips didn't feel. "Fucking react!" He yelled as he pulled away, making me cover my eyes with my forearm and roll over and cry. "I'm done Penny, either you love me or you don't. It's me or Louis. Make up you're mind." He told me before getting up and I saw Louis had left. He probably couldn't stand me or Harry. I couldn't stand myself. I was pathetic, weeping as I felt myself mutter. "I do love you."

Careless Whisper by Darling28__

Both fell hard. It's THIS kind of love. The romantic one you just know of books and movies. But here it was in real life. Harry and Louis. Louis and Harry. That was it. On the 28th of September. But what when it all falls apart? When you sit there with the pieces of your broken heart and don't know how you're ever going to mend it? ꨄ We could have been so good together We could have lived this dance forever But now, who's gonna dance with me? Please stay (Careless Whisper - George Michael) ____________________________________ TW: in the later chapters selfharm is described, I've always put a warning at the beginning. Please stay safe. Jay's death is also mentioned. I'm actually not a fan of it myself out of respect that it's bitter reality. But it was important for me to bring this into the story to make it clear how much Louis suffered over the years. But I don't want to reveal too much and wish you a lot of fun on the journey through a few years with our favourite couple. (A big thank you to my wonderful Alisa <3)

Broken Promises ✔ by UniquexGalaxies

!!!!!UNEDITED AND CRINGY AFF!!!!!! ______________ I take slow, unsure steps towards him and place my hands on his tense forearm and he softens at my touch. Only now could I hear the small sobs coming from him and it broke my heart even more listening to the pain and agony in his cries. His back was facing me but his body shook with his cries. "You h-hated me even if it was just for that split second and it hurts to know that I did that to myself because of myself. It h-hurt to hear you from the o-other side of that door, listening to you c-cry all because of me! I couldn't even comfort you because you hated me. I always fuck up and it still confuses me as to why you still choose to stay with me" he says and heaves in a breath "Because I love you Niall and I don't hate you. I don't think I ever will" ___________________________ Moving from another country was smooth for Sasha all because of that unmistakable person sitting beside her on the plane to her future Naturally, they both fell in love and things started getting complicated. Bullying, jealousy and trust issues try to break them apart but will they stay together. . Or will all those promises be broken? No copyright! This is an original idea of mine! But beware it might be a bit carroty since it's my first Enjoy! WARNING This story includes mature content - Previously named Foreign Exchange - [ SEQUEL 'AFTERMATH' IS UP !! ] Started: November 4 2016 Finished: August 21 2017

Arranged marriage(Louis Tomlinson) by Starzayn123

"LEAVE ME THE HELL ALONE!" I scream to Louis. He looked al surprised and looked as If he was about to cry. He had tears in his eyes and was turning all red. "If that's the way you want it April, that's the way you'll get it!" He shouted back. In a swift second he wiped his tears and looked back at me and left the room. I knew that I made a bad mistake. Being married to him and having my own boyfriend is hard. This was all my Moms fault but I couldent blame her. She wasn't in this world anymore.

Leave Me Alone // Zayn Malik FanFic by _ZaynBebe

"Zayn please." She sobbed. I hated seeing her cry, but what was even worse is that it was always me that made her cry. "Please, leave me alone." She wiped her tears furiously with the the sleeves of her top. I couldn't let her go now, not after everything we've been through. The laughs, the jokes and even the fights. "I can drop out of it right now. Just please, please let me explain." I said softly, brushing my hands against her wet cheek. She stepped back and shook her head, "no Zayn. It's not about whether u stop this crap or not, it's about what you've been doing to me behind my back all this time!" She said, raising her voice a little. "Just leave me alone. And everything will be fine." She added. This was my chance to tell her how I feel, to tell her what's been going on in my mind, to tell her my feelings towards her. "I-I..." I sighed and bit my lip to stop myself from crying. "Good bye Zayn." And with that, she turned around to walk away. "But I love you..." I whispered quietly, but loud enough for Skylynn to stop in her tracks.

The Light // L.S by LouisOutLoud

I was happy in the dream. It was a good feeling to be happy. I wasn't happy that often. I wanted to but there wasn't much to be happy about. His eyes reminded me of the forest I used to go for walks. It was fresh and quite light green. The forest was so beautiful. I was only eleven back then but I could remember it like yesterday when I looked into those incredibly beautiful eyes. I felt happy looking into those green eyes. I probably looked like an idiot staring at him like that. I bet my face was as red as an ambulance. Then he smirked at me. "Hiiii" he said.

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Wish I Was Home

"I can't keep doing this," he said as he stopped and glanced back at me. "You can't keep running either," I said loudly. That made him turn and face me fully. "Me? I'm the one always running? What about you? You've ran how many times in the past? You've let everyone else control our relationship. Everyone but me!" "You told me to leave you alone," I yelled. "You said you didn't want any of this anymore. You left the fucking country! You went and never even considered what that would do to me!" "I lied too Louis! You hurt me and I wanted to hurt you back!" he yelled. "Maybe a friendship is out of the question. Our relationship is beyond repair. All we do is lie to each other." He turned to walk out again and he opened the door. I rushed to him and reached for his arm. "Harry don't go please." I had never stopped him from leaving before. This time my heart wouldn't let me let him go. "You said you cared and you missed me too." I spoke in a low voice and used his own words against him. A low thing to do but I needed him to understand how much I was hurting. Note: this is a story of pure fiction. If Harry and Louis are not be together in real life then, we as a fandom, have created a beautiful and tragic love story! I hope you enjoy my work. I put my heart in it. If you're not a Larry shipper don't read this. If you are then I hope you enjoy!!!