Wishing for those Moments, Over Again
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Last published Fri, Sep 27, 2013
I pulled my long sleeve down, and hastily wiped away any remaining tears from my eyes. "You're so pathetic." My quavering voice whispered to myself. I took a deep breath inhaling the smell of the rain which was fresh on the pavement, hoping to clear my mind. I have always liked the rain, how it helped me sleep on certain nights. How the rain, kept me away from the thoughts that threatened my own life. "Alice!" I whipped my head to the direction of the pleasant, and familiar male voice. It was Louis.
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