I Need Another Xanax
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No that's just a myth... It can't be real to think they exist but they do. He does... And when he bit me I fell to his knees and here I am. Dead. At least that's what they all say about me... But how can I be if I can feel emotions? Emotions for a blood sucking vampire. I never asked for this I need another xanax to keep me sain... Or to at least make me feel sain.
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