I was in the winter of my life, and the men that I met along the road were my only summer. -Lana del Rey Every day was cold. For an entire year. Can you imagine that? My thoughts had frozen long ago and I carried nothing in my heart. Each day was just a day to move through the storm, to make it to the other side. I can't even remember what it was like before the cold rushed in and blew its cold breath over my shoulder. Over my life. I don't remember the warmth of the summer. I just knew that I was tired of this coldness. That's how I met him. Frosty from life's twisted game. I wish that I could say he thawed the ice, returned the warmth, and brought the sun back into my life. For a little while, I thought that he did. But he brought only an illusion of it. ***Updates every week!