C R A Z Y
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Last published Mon, May 16, 2016
**WARNING**: This story deals with implied self-harm, sad thoughts, a mental institution, suicidal thoughts, and suicide. Please read at your own discretion.
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Wh y does eveRybody say thatm y BEst friend is FAKE.
Why does everyBODyt hink my bEST FRIEND isnt rEAL?
I'm not C R A Z Y.
I knowW HAT"S Real and WHat's NOT.
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This is all 100% original poetry done by yours truly ;)
If you are confused about what's happening in the story, just feel free to ask.
The chapters aren't very long, so its a quickly paced story.
Note: The writing style is rather spastic indeed (well, at least until they take their medicine), but the emphasis is there... Meaning: It isn't just random ;D
Please don't forget to comment and vote :P (I am saying this because I, myself, forget to do this... frequently.)
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OKAY THIS PROLLY SOUNDS INSANE BUT I DIDN'T THINK THIS WOULD GET TO A HUNDRED VIEWS SO THANK YOU EVERYONE WHO READ SOOOOO MUCH HFOQMEVGRHBI VBHNVGRUHBVER.
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