Losing Hope: Phan
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Last published Mon, May 9, 2016
Dan and Phil are immensely bullied and after a beating, they meet and become friends but will their friendship become something else or will their self esteem get the best of them. Warning, depression, suicidal actions and thoughts, a bit of fluff, and some smut
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