I was rejected. .yet I still want him

Hi, I'm Damon. . and I'm the omega of my pack. So I get bullied, especially by the alpha's son, Derick. After finishing the preparations for Derek's 18th birthday party, I walked back directly towards my room, hoping nobody saw me. Everybody was screaming in joy and celebrating, but it's not really a "BIG" deal, he'll just begin looking for his mate and then. . . knock on my door and whisper in a husky voice "Mate"?? We'll have sex and then I'll wake up the next day in the cold dark basement instead of in my mates arms?!?...WHAT?!?!