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Ashton Irwin tries to be like all other 17 year olds, but fails because people bully and judge him after coming out last year. He's suicidal and depressed until he meets a bisexual beautiful mistake named Luke Hemmings. His world spins around after his new friend (maybe even love interest) enters his life. "You saved me, for a bit, when I was about to drown, but you pulled me back to the surface. I was done but I love you. I was torn in two." ((WARNING THERES ALOT OF STRONG LANGUAGE, SELF HARM AND SEX, IF YOU DONT LIKE IT IM SORRY))

Ashton + Luke ~ Things happen for a reason...right? Everything has a cause, right? Right. Or...maybe not? ~ [Trigger warning: graphic scenes and depression]

Luke Hemmings is a guy who thinks he is a total badass. He loves getting new tattoos and piercings. He rides a motorcycle and plays guitar. His best friend Calum thinks he is a badass as well and is punk rock. Ashton Irwin is a loner. He has a best friend Michael. His only friend. But that doesnt matter to Ashton. He only needs Michael to be happy. But he is never happy. He is depressed and thinks that everyone hates him and that he is worthless, fat, and ugly. But he isnt he just believes that. When these two guys meet there whole life changes. ---------- [Warnings: boyxboy, swearing, abuse, self-harm, may be triggering] [Side pairings: Malum]

Ashton wasn't always silent, he stopped talking the day his mother died. His stepdad began to beat him. His silence wasn't just any silence, it was suicide silence. Planning out his death. He had nothing to live until the new boy. Luke Hemmings is new in town and school. He's very opened about himself. He doesn't care about what people think about him being gay. Ashton catches his attention. Determined to make him talk, Luke falls in love with him. (I'm so sorry if this is triggering to anyone who is reading this.)

Hi. My names Luke. I am the usual kid at school, except for the fact that I am gay. I am open about it and everyone knows, sure I get bullied for it but I do have my friend Calum who stuck by me even after I told him. And I have a crush on a senior named Ashton Irwin, and only Calum knows. Hi. My name is Ashton. I am a popular bot at school. But I am hiding a secret from everyone. I'm gay, and only my friend from the grade below me, Michael knows. He's stayed my friend even after I told him. I have a crush on a sophomore, names Luke. But nobody knows

Luke Hemmings and Ashton Irwin were two completely different boys. Not only social wise but in many other ways. Let's start. Let's start with Luke. Luke lives in Australia with both of his parents. He is an only child and have a pretty easy life. His father is the headmaster of his high school. How cool? But it's not because his father is the headmaster that the lad like school, on the opposite, he hates it more than anything. Luke doesn't care about school and grades, he wants to sing. And to sing, you need a voice, nothing else. Barely a month after the school started, due to an incident at school, the last one is forced to sign up to the school's exchange project. Let's talk about Ashton now. They younger boy lives in England with his mother and younger siblings. His mother own a flower shop and he loves to help her with both her clients and family wise. Ashton work hard at school and loves to get good grades. He doesn't have a tons of friends but he is graceful to anything he have. Ashton also loves new experiences so he decided to sign up to his school's exchange project to learn about someone else's culture and life style. What will happen when both boys - one forcefully did but it doens't matter, right? - sighed up to an exchange project?

"Why did that guy just push you?" "Because he always does." "Why don't you do anything, doesn't it hurt?" "Most times yes, but don't worry I'm used to it..." Ashton Irwin= Depressed, suicidal, Bulimia, selectively mute, openly gay Luke Hemmings= Happy, popular, attractive, secretly gay They never expected there worlds to change so much when they met... A/N: wrote this in 2014 so it sucks lol

Luke and Ashton were best friends when they were in high school. Luke had really strong feelings for Ashton, the problem was though he had a girlfriend and he is straight. After their graduation, Luke and Ashton decided to hang out, but since that day, things changed. Or so they thought. That day, Luke shared his secret and did something causing their friendship to crash. Ashton said hurtfulr and regretful things. Now Luke is a famous singer and Ashton works at Hot Topic. But Ashton has been writing letters that are for Luke. He doesn't want anyone to know especially Luke. What happens when Luke visits Sydney for family, and Ashton and him see each other for the first time in four years?

*Triggering* Ashton Irwin. The drummer for the band 5 Seconds of Summer. He is a closeted gay and plans to keep it that way. He has a crush on his best friend and fellow band mate Luke Hemmings. But Luke Hemmings is straight and has a beautiful girlfriend. Also nobody knows that Ashton hates himself and wants to die. He's slowly killing himself by self harm and anorexia. He's slowly wasting away and nobody notices. Will anybody be able to fix the broken boy before it's too late? *this story will be Ashton's POV unless I say so*

Luke Hemmings is 18 years old, famous, confused, and lonely Ashton Irwin is 20, far from home, lonely, and as far as most are concerned, no one too important Then somehow, they find each other. And Luke has a secret. A secret that no one can know. Except Ashton. Because Ashton is his secret.