A collection of my random thoughts that I tried to write down through poetry and prose.
💟 // a.h.
edit: it's been years since i last opened this account. it's ridiculous how i can't remember how i wrote all these extremely cringe-worthy "poetry and prose." although i'm overwhelmed with self-embarrassment, i think i want to keep these published. but i ask you to please just quietly look away if you don't like it. i don't like it much either. lol.
147 Kapitel Abgeschlossene Geschichte Erwachseneninhalt
147 Kapitel
Abgeschlossene Geschichte
Erwachseneninhalt
Another collection of (bad) poems.
*tw: mentions of sexual assault, drug use, drinking, suicidal ideation and self harm*
-a collection of poems that document my experiences with my mental health throughout high school.
a warning: i had a few undiagnosed mental disorders (including anxiety and depression, among other things) and was also experiencing narcissistic abuse. so a lot of this is both depressing and disturbing. reader discretion is advised.
i would also like to point out that this is only my side of the story. many of the people I spoke about were dealing with their own mental health issues and deserve at least a little less judgement (except for my abusers bc fuck them <3). anyways, enjoy. if you can lol-
started: November 2019
finished: May 2023