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make them shut up

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i sit down on my bed and grab my head, why can't they never shut up. why do they keep saying such horrible things to me..  my mom has left the room room with one of her many worried faces. god, i pray to you, i beg you, i just want to be normal, why did you give me these voices, i know suicide is a sin but i am going to get killed by them. i kneel down on the ground. my hands together, my elbows resting on the edge of the bed and my head against my hands. god, if you are listen, make them go away. i beg you.All Rights Reserved

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When reality splits [completed]

All I want is to be alone. I wish that no one existed. My name is Zeina. I don't talk much. Not at all actually. Well not really. I sign or write things down in my notebook. I can speak. But I really only speak to those I trust. Today I'm gonna die. Don't feel bad for me, I am choosing my fate after all. Im tired of living. It's exhausting really living up to your own expectations and the expectations of others. I'm sick of shaving every inch of my limbs, plucking my eye brows, doing my hair, getting dress. Honestly I'm sick of people. My hair is long and dark brown with blonde in it. I have bangs that hang over my face and ever so slightly across my eyes. I don't have friends. My family sucks. So if you're reading this I have a question for you. Are you an outcast too. Everyday I come home from school, take sleeping pills, and go to sleep. Now I just want to sleep. Infinitely. (A/N I'm currently editing this!)