Happiness is a chemical
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"How are you?" The nurse asked checking my blood pressure.
"Good."
"Better than yesterday?" The sphygmomanometer tightens slowly around my arm.
"Yes."
"Any problems with your medication?" She says looking into my watery eyes.
"No." Still getting tightening.
"Any thoughts to hurt yourself or anyone else?"
"Always." The machine stops and expands around my arm.
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