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I Hate Myself (Matthew Gray Gubler)

PrettyGirl_Reid

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PrettyGirl_Reid

Marieh Peace Canterburry is a young adolescent teenager who has eidetic memory; she has an IQ most superiour than the normal 856, she could read 90.000 words per minutes. She has 15 and finish the school at the age of 7 and after the college at the age of 9, but like a lot of genious she suffer schizophrenia, she's social awkward, doesn't have much friends, she adores her family conformed to her Daddy  Français Canterburry (45), her Mommy Monnette Canterburry (42) and her three older brothers: Jérôme Canterburry (21), Année Canterburry (19) and Joshua Canterburry (17). But like always the demonds of her disease don't let her alone for that she decide to commited suicide. But the light to the other side of the tunnel bringing her more hope cause she finally knows the love of her life Matthew Gray Gubler.


I'll decide to make a new book cause the other don't let my write properly cause coart my imagination and cut her wings and i believe in God so much with all my soul, my strenght and my mind for this reason i reestructure this.

Thank's to my supportive and lovely fans, Please vote and commented if you love my writes.


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