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Lost in her own backyard

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A girl the age of 15 who suffers depression. Her mother died in a car crash when she was 11 and is now living with her father. Her father was hardly at home with her though, because of his work he had to go over seas for business but when he came home he would never knowledges  her presents. She always got bullied at school for being different and saying  rumours about her, first she didn't listen to them but after awhile she started to believe them so then she fell  into depression and started to cut herself and no one was there to stop her. So one day she moved in with her uncle in the country side he had a huge block of land so one night she decided to go for a walk in the bush but that was the last day anyone saw her..                                    WARNING: I wanted to let you now that this will involve self-harm and depression suicide Etc so please read at your own risk.All Rights Reserved

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Abigail

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