Harry is just a regular boy, at 15 he's had plenty of incidents' with girls. But now he love's his bestfriend of 5 years, Haley. Haley isn't to sure what to think about Harry, she love's him, but she confused about how much, and try's to ignore her urges. If only she knew, the urges she's having are cravings Harry want. Also Harry's only family, Henry, his older brother, has just been through an awful breakup and is depending on alcohol and to keep his life going, and the same night he has found out about his girlfriend cheating he goes out, and hooks up with a stripper, from a near by bar. Janey, the stripper, is a harsh girl, and treats Harry like he is scum, and Henry isn't exactly helping.
Ella is falling apart trying to live a "perfect" high school life. Then she meets Ren, who can see past her scars. Suddenly perfection isn't her only option.
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Ella Volkov is a gifted music student, but she's depressed and starting to crack under the pressure of high school. Her overbearing father won't even let her choose what instrument she plays. Then she finds herself alone at a party with Ren, her best friend's crush. She'd always thought he was rude, but after that night he's all Ella can think about. Now she's trapped. If Ella dates Ren, it will ruin her friendship with Jenny. But if she stays true to Jenny, she's losing the one person who can see past her scars. It's up to Ella to decide if she will forge her own path, or stay in the "perfect" box designed for her...
Content and/or Trigger Warning: depression, anxiety, self-harm, violence, sexual assault.
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