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If Gavin Died...

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This is an alternate ending short story for my "Cross My Heart" story. 
You would need to read or at least start reading Cross My Heart first, to understand THIS story!!

In "Cross My Heart", Gavin (Ed Sheeran) and Gwen are boyfriend/girlfriend after Gavin saves her from a life of captivity. But something happens....
This story starts at the moment in Cross My Heart, that Gavin is shot in the chest. Instead of him pulling through and surviving, as he does in that story, I've branched off and written this short story of what would happen to Gwen and Nate if Gavin died. 
How they each would mourn his death. How Gwen would get through the loss of the love of her life....her everything....her reason for breathing....her reason for being. How would she survive without him? 
Nate, Gavin's best friend in the world, and practically a brother to him, promised Gavin that he'd take care of Gwen throughout her life, before Gavin was going to die. He loved her already. He was in love with her, and Gavin knew this. Gavin approved of Nate's love for Gwen, and he knew she'd be in good hands with him. He also knew that she could learn to love Nate (as she already did, but on a deeper, real love scale) and knew they could be happy for the rest of their lives. He knew Nate would love her forever and give her a great life, along with Gavin's millions that would go to Gwen and him. 
That's all he wanted, before he died. He wanted to know that Gwen would be alright. Taken care of. Loved. Whether romantically, or as a friend to him....she'd make it, with the help of Nate. 

This story is how they both make it. Or not. Things are.....bad. Things are not going well for Gwen and Nate after Gavin dies. 
This is the deep, raw, honest story of how it goes, and if they make it through their grief, to move on and make a life....a love....without their beloved Gavin. 

*****WARNING:*****

*Ma.ture
*S.ex 
*Extreme grief and mourning
*Suicidal thoughts and actions
***********************************All Rights Reserved

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Last July by AriHaruno8

"Listen Kenzy, I know I've been an ass and truthfully maybe you shouldn't even bother returning my calls. You're right, I've been nothing but awful since we met, driving you away yet desperate to keep you close" My heart clinches, but I dared not breathe. Too afraid to give in, too afraid that if I reach for the phone, I'll call. I'll call to make it right. I want to make it right, because this man affects me more than I ever thought he would. But it isn't right. I can't give myself false hope. "Please just talk to me, let me explain. It's not you.....it's me. I'm the asshole. You don't deserve this, you didn't. ..." He pauses and I hold my breath still, fearing he'd hear me breathe, yet, it's only his left voicemail on the phone. Not him "I'm sorry.......dammit!" And that's it, our one sided conversation ends and I'm more broken than before. What happens when your world crashes? When the people you thought would be there forever literally runs through the door without a second glance backwards? What happens with taking a step outside your comfort zone? What happens when that step outside that comfort zone turns into....well unexpected? Personalities clash, feelings are crushed and just maybe that one person you ignore turns out to be the damn life savers. Easy enough, but did I forget to mention they belong to someone else? Will what happens in summer stay with summer? The beautiful cover was done by @LittleRedConverse23, go check out her great work ❤❤❤ #thebuttercupawards2020 #RoseAwards

Everything Has Changed by paperandpen444

"If you asked me three months ago what heartbreak was, I would tell you it's losing somebody close to you due to unspeakable circumstances. But right now, in this moment, I would say it's you. I would say it's the feeling I got in my chest when I realized I was out of time. When I stood in the rain and yelled for you to stay, but all I saw was your back. I would say heartbreak is lying in bed at two in the morning, watching my ceiling fan go around and around, wondering why you couldn't stop to listen. Two seconds. All I needed was two seconds to say the words. All I needed was to seconds for me to tell you I was in love with you. With everything about you. With the way you move, and the feeling of your arms around me. With the feeling of your chest vibrating as you laugh. Heartbreak is falling in love with everything about you, but having the words permanently stuck in my throat." _____ Gracelyn Levinsky grew up with Daniel Grey. She has always looked to him as a brother, but when she escapes from her abusive Mom and moves to the same town Danny moved to when he was ten, she finds out that he's in love with her. After countless attempts to get her to feel the same, Danny gives up. But when Grace realizes just how much she does love Danny, words can't help her because he shut her out of his life completely. How do you tell somebody who you can't talk to that you're in love with them? Simple. You force them to listen. WARNING: THIS STORY INCLUDES THE VERY ATTRACTIVE DANIEL GREY WHO REMINDS ME AND EVERYONE WITH OVARIES OF A SOFT GOLDEN RETRIEVER PUPPY THAT IS SLEEPING ON YOUR CHEST SO PLEASE BEWARE THAT YOUR OVARIES WILL EXPLODE WHILE READING THIS STORY! AN: please don't steal this story. I'm working/have worked really hard to create this and develop the characters and story line. This is solely made up out of my mind. The cover was made by @nerdfpiper and I highly recommend her!

Love After You by ShuniceDavies

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If Harry Died // Harry Styles H.S. (Alternate ending to "Cross My Heart") by needmoreharry

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Cross My Heart by gopaperbackwriter

**Main character IS Ed Sheeran with a changed name!** "Nate..." I called to him after he stood up. I stood up and got close to him. "I DO want to kiss you first." I leaned in and touched my lips to his, and he sighed into my lips, and held his arms around me one more time, while our lips touched for the last time. I did it. I kissed him, and I felt him smile into our kiss. I was happy I made him happy. We pulled away at the same time, and he looked me in the eyes and kissed my cheek. Then my forehead. "I love you Gwen." "I love you Nate", I said back, and he held my hand and led me out of the bedroom. We got to the living room and Gavin came out of the kitchen with a beer, that he took huge sips out of and looked at us. I watched him look at me up and down, and up and down again. And then at Nate, same thing. My heart swelled with the sight of him. But yet...my heart sunk heavy in my chest at what I had to tell him soon. "Well? All done? All kissed goodbye and stuff?" ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ Gwen was a slave in a restaurant kitchen by day....and her body sold out to men by night. She was "adopted" from an orphanage years ago by an evil man. There was no escaping. This was her life, and she settled for it. Until Gavin Sherman happened to see her one day, by mistake. From that very second, he couldn't get the image of her shocked, frightened, bruised face out of his mind. So he came back later, to find out what her story was, with some help from his best mate, Nate, to see if he could help her........ Love triangle??? This story is based on Ed Sheeran. His best friend in the story is Harry Styles OR Louis Tomlinson. Which ever you prefer to picture! (I picture Louis.) . But as usual in my stories, I do NOT use their real names. Harry/Louis is a huge part in the story, and things get juicy, for all you 1D fans who want you some H.S./Tommo This is a way way romantical story. So read it, bitches! :)

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He looked at me, his eyes looking like they were piercing through my soul. I froze in shock and I felt Liam's arms wrap around me and squeeze me against his chest. But it felt like it was happening to another person. Could what he be saying, the truth? Was he just trying not to make me fall in love with Harry? But also if he got drunk the night he met me, of course Harry was probably talking about me. What about on the phone when he was talking to someone in the background. Was he telling Zayn that he was going to win, or he better get a move on or he owes Harry lots of money? Or something like that? But Harry doesn't seem like the one to do this. I heard he was a player, but not a major heart-breaker, crusher person. I just simply couldn't believe what he said. (PART TAKEN OUT OF BOOK) ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Elena has to take her sister to a One Direction concert for her sister's birthday. That's when everything changes and she's taken through all these twists and turns. What happens when two of the guys fall for her, but one of them did it for a bet? What happens then? With all this stress, do you'll think she'll break and try to escape?