Tortured, Abused, Reused
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Last published Sun, Nov 20, 2016
Dan was born into the freakshow and has never had a good experience with humans until he met phil.... Was this the start of something new? Or was this the beginning of the end?
***WARNINGS***
• suicide/suicide attempts
• vague smut/strong smut
• mental health issues
• possible triggers for some people (i will trigger warn before the triggering part)
• sexual assult
• homophobia
• torture/abuse
And thats about it tbh
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