The Love that I Never Had

You were my first love. Masyado akong takot magmahal noon. All I thought, ako lang ang nagmamahal sa'yo. Ikaw ba naman ang pinakamatalino sa klase? Sino ba naman ako para pansinin mo? Ni hindi rin ako kagandahan - unlike sa mga babaeng nasa paligid mo. They look so chic - and I am not. They are brainy - and I am not. They are so pretty - and I am not. Sa sobrang insecurity ko, hindi ko man lang napansin na "nagpapapansin" ka rin pala sa akin? You had a crush on me! Okay, I knew that four years after we graduated - and you went to the US. Ako, eto. Naiwan. Several years later, I met a guy and fell in love with him. But he's making a fool of me. 'Di ata ako swerte sa lovelife. Balita ko nag-propose ka na nga daw sa girlfriend mo and you are coming back here in the Philippines to get married. I want to run to you and tell you, "Hey, it may be too late. But pwede bang ako na lang?" Foolish. You are committed and so am I. Paano na? 'You Were the Love that I Never Had' na lang ba ang drama ko?