I Want To Forget
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Story is about a 14 year old girl name Nicole who was raped and abused by a family member round the ages of 8 to now, this is her story of how anxiety and stress and depression take over and she just can't handle if she can't handle her emotions any longer. Will her thoughts lead her to sad ending or will she figure out how to finally control her thoughts and live a normal life.
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