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I'll Leave You With The Outtakes // Phan
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Complete, First published May 11, 2016
Mature
Unbeta'ed as per usual. The final half is not completely nit-picked but will be.

Things to Note:
a. This contains medical inaccuracies. They're inevitable and this is fanFICTION for a reason. I tried to stay true to science and real-world experience as best as I could. My mistakes are my own and I apologize for them.
b. This work mentions 2013/2012 phan a lot, it also mentions Adrian and several other sensitive topics to the phandom. I'm not trying to be rude, and all these things are discussed indirectly.
c. I wrote this with the utmost respect towards ALS patients and their families, and I really hope that this...if nothing else displays why we need to be actively searching for a cure for those who don't know much about ALS.
d. finally, I don't own Dan and Phil (it would be creepy if I did) and I don't claim that any of this is real.

TW (and warnings in general): Cursing, Angst like WHOAH, implied sexual content, terminal illness, referenced/implied thoughts of assisted suicide.

Awkward warnings: Excessive Ed Sheeran references.

With all that in mind. Enjoy!
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