Rian, a trans guy, is stuck choosing between a guy and a girl. When the choice is made for him, the school finds out his secrets. He will go to great extremes to distance himself from all the bad looks and whispers. ~ trigger warning ~ There will be some depressing subjects in this. Just like there is depressing times in life and in high school. Some (but not all) concepts are: Self-harm Homicidal thoughts (Maybe) abuse Bullying. Lots of it. Oh, and there will be some smut. I'll try to mark the chapters with smut and triggers. So, yeah, you've been warned.