Hesitate

The thoughts behind this poem's narration are: I have lost myself within myself. I know that troubles you, but there isn't much I can do about it. I am trying with all my might, but it is hard, very hard. Please, please be patient with me. And please don't be offended when I hesitate to show my love to you. Because I do love you. Very, very much. But I find it hard to wrest my emotions back into my control so as to show you the full extent of my feelings for you.