I'm Not A Girl
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Last published Wed, Oct 18, 2017
Warning! May have mentions of anorexia, rape, abuse, depression, suicidal thoughts, anxiety and self harm.
A book about my struggles as a transgender teen. I am female to male. Read me rant about dysphoria, relationships, transphobes and just my shitty feelings.
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