"If I'm losing a piece of me maybe I don't want Heaven." Olly's parents hoped that moving to New York would be a new start, leaving the past behind where it couldn't hurt them. Despite Olly's initial reluctance to leave, maybe this could finally be his chance to embrace who he is even if he was raised his entire life to believe it's wrong. After all, how wrong could it be if it feels so right? If this is sinning, then maybe Olly doesn't want Heaven.