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Selfish

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Hi my name is Carter. For most of my life I have struggled to find love with any other person besides my best friend Hayden. But for some dumb reason, my heart is stuck and I can't move on. My life is full of heart break, but I have learned over the years that it is better to love and be loved by family and friends than to never love at all. I may not have Hayden as a lover, but he is still there for me and I could never ask for anything more.      

You see, love is never easy, because love is selfish and it hurts. It doesn't just hurt you: it hurts everyone.

Travel through Carter's life as she deals with loss, hope, heartbreak and love.All Rights Reserved

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My Story

Life isn't easy. Never has been, never will be. If someone tells you their life is easy then they are lying because everyone has something going on in their life that makes it harder. My life is definitely not easy. There are times when things are good but life is never easy. This is my story... **** A/N: Not actually about me, this is not a real book and definitely not about me. I'm not the best writer but I enjoy writing. If there are any mistakes then I am sorry and hopefully I will fix them but no guarantees. I'm not very good at descriptions but a lot happens in the book so up to you if you read it or not.