Resuscitate: The Poem

Many people consider life to be this magnificent masterpiece filled with beautiful memories and experiences.
But for some life has been filled with consecutive sorrow, pain, and torment.
The young woman in this poem happens to be one of them. In order for her to taste even a drop of life, she would have to remove the one thing hindering her from doing so.
This poem reflects her thought process, her desperation to be free.
The main question that comes to mind....
Is she able to do it?