Surviving Sociopathy
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Diary entries written by a high-funtioning, self-diagnosed sociopath outlining the effects of being subject to sociopathic tendencies and the struggles of resisting them.
I'm 16 years old and living in Australia. I have been subject to socio and psychopathic tendencies for the past 5 years. I decided to share my story.
These entries may contain graphic content. All entries are non-fictional, truthful entries written by me. They will be updated whenever I feel the need to update them. Reader discretion is advised.
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