Spahallolia
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Last published Sat, Feb 25, 2017
" I would have crept the depths of hell for him and all he would care about how hellish I looked that day. I would have fallen for his flaws but all he would do was point out towards mine. I would have showered him with love but all he would do was complain about being wet. I would have given him all of me and sadly, he would have still said I never gave enough. Ironic, isn't it ? how one can give all of themselves and it would still be not enough and i'm sorry that I was never enough. Never good enough for you and your sky rocketing standards. Your moody behaviour and guess what , now you've turned me into someone who thinks is not good enough for love. "
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