Addicted
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  • Reads 301,153
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  • Parts 25
  • Time 8h 6m
Ongoing, First published May 15, 2016
*SEQUEL TO "OWNED"

  Leaving was killing my soul as sure as a dagger can stop a beating heart. 

  There is such sadness in leaving a place of strong love, a place where fond memories grew as fast as the clover in the grass.

   Even after 7 years, I knew l would savour each memory so strongly that it will almost live once more. I knew that the strands of love would keep us together even when we were far apart. I only had to reach out with my mind and there he was, waiting to shower me with the love he always did. But after such a long time, it was my time to depart, to do what I was born to do, to make the changes and the sacrifices that were necessary. Necessary for me to survive without him. Necessary for me to forget him.
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