Beyond

I know what I'm doing with Jabari. He does his dirt and I do mine. And its not like I want to. I only cheat on him because he cheats on me. A reaction to his actions. And can you even consider what I do as cheating? I mean, there isn't any penetration but with him, he gets all up in there. Stupid ass. I should be the one that's mad, but he's feeling some type of way. Our whole relationship is dumb. And painful.